1 Heart + 1 Heart

Do you still remember what caught all your attention towards her?
Do you still remember your very first date with her?
Do you still remember your very first smile because of her?
Do you still remember how you got your butterflies in your stomach when you saw her?
Do you still remember when you missed her most for the first time?
Do you still remember your first anger because of her?
Do you still remember your first heartache?
He do remember.Always.
Inseparable.Loving.Caring.Happy.Laughing.
Those are the feelings he felt before.
Before all things started to break into parts.
Still remember when you both said Forever and Always?
It rains the night she turned away from him.
Because he still remembered it once again.
Rain in his heart.
Doing his best to bring all things back to it's place.
But.
Is doing the best always good enough?
Silence from her cuts him to the core.
And.
Sometimes he can't feels anymore.
Nothing at all but the Love for her.
All he ever wanted was her love.
Which he always graved for.
Till today.

XOXO

So Yesterday.

When the flashbacks started.
You were standing there.
Right in front of him.
All your attentions were on him.
Silly.You know.
But you can't help it.
Deep down in your heart.
Your only wish was just a lil notice from him.
Silly.Once again.
Because is impossible.
Seat that you always planned to have in his heart.
Seems far away.
It seems further and further away.
Till now you can only see the shadow of it.
Is it a good thing?
Still remember the words you always kept in mind?
''baby i hope you show me a Lil love and i will promise to show you ALL my love''
In the end.
He does not.
But You Did.
Showed All.
Pathetic.Silly.
After much sufferings.
You bid goodbye.
Even so.
You still sealed it up with All your love.
That is how great a girl's love can be.

XOXO

Beautiful Love.

As i laid down.
I saw the blue sky.
I smelled the grass.
I felt the breeze.
As i turned to my right.
There you were.
Always there.
U smiled.
And so do I.
Hands were tight together.
I felt your heartbeats.warmness.love.devotion.
Love which was not just feeling.
But i felt the commitment in it.
Suddenly.
All the beautiful scenes vanished.
I woke up.
Just to realise it was just a dream.
Extraordinary.
Because it seems so real.
Although it was just a dream.
But i smiled.
All because i know it will turn to reality.
Love's beautiful is so beautiful because you are always in the scenes.

XOXO

Distance.

Have you ever wonder where is the furthest distance?
When you crawl back to your bed with the dim light on to have a little thought on it.
Answers pouring out like the overflow water from a little cup.Too many.
Is it a far far places?or a Dream that you can't reach?
And when you are upon to reach your last answer.
Uncertain,is the feeling.
Denial is the next feeling.
Because the furthest distance you always wonder is the distance between You and Him.
The distance where you know you love him but yet he don't even know about it.
The distance where he is just so near to you but yet you can only smile away with your friends pretending he is not even there.
The distance when both of you pass each other by.
In that split second.
Your heart trembles.Screaming.Shouting out loud.
Can't you realise i had been here for awhile!!
And then.
Reality slap hard on your face.
Because you know it is impossible.
Impossible for him to even notice your presence.
And once again.
You are hiding your affections and love behind all the laughters whenever he is around.
And once again.
You become the pathetic pretender.


XOXO

To a dear friend of Mine:)

Sometimes mortals like us do forget how to behave like the person we used to be.
And when we looked back.We would often regret what we said or what we had done.
Regret for being so nice to the wrong person.
Regret for making the wrong decisions.
If only human can think a little further,a little deeper.
Don't you think those little regrets that we had is actually a real life teacher to us?
Without regrets,mortals dunno how silly they were at those moments.
Hurtful the name next to Love.
There are lots of people around me.
Some,in love.out of love.searching for love.hate to love.be loved.hiding from love.
All of all,is because of Love.
Love is hurtful,at times.
But don't afraid to open up your heart once again for a good and nice planter to plant the seed of love in you:)
If only you try,that would be beautiful to you.I believe.
So now. Get ready to pack up!
And, set your heart to the next chapter of your life.
Bon voyage!
XOXO