Distance.

Have you ever wonder where is the furthest distance?
When you crawl back to your bed with the dim light on to have a little thought on it.
Answers pouring out like the overflow water from a little cup.Too many.
Is it a far far places?or a Dream that you can't reach?
And when you are upon to reach your last answer.
Uncertain,is the feeling.
Denial is the next feeling.
Because the furthest distance you always wonder is the distance between You and Him.
The distance where you know you love him but yet he don't even know about it.
The distance where he is just so near to you but yet you can only smile away with your friends pretending he is not even there.
The distance when both of you pass each other by.
In that split second.
Your heart trembles.Screaming.Shouting out loud.
Can't you realise i had been here for awhile!!
And then.
Reality slap hard on your face.
Because you know it is impossible.
Impossible for him to even notice your presence.
And once again.
You are hiding your affections and love behind all the laughters whenever he is around.
And once again.
You become the pathetic pretender.


XOXO